Livecourse @ suntec convention 18 Jan

Being able to attend this event was rather cool! It's like being able to see the interventionist do the procedure LIVE over broadcast from different country, at the same time with other drs given suggestion on how they think the angiogram should be done.

After the event, went to celebrate Xb birthdayy!! =DD Going around looking for birthday treats was our aim. But ended up at the steamboat shop at the bugis area. LOL!

Awful day

1st working day post night! AND SRSLY SUCKY~ 5 BAD THINGS HAPPEN IN A ROW.
1. Get scolding from superior due to something which i don't think we should be blamed for.
2. Someone under me being rude to my "customer" - guess i'll get complain very soon.
3rd and 4th things i shall not mention- too difficult to explain. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
5. Some people are just not happy with the way i'm.

Damnnnn life! All sort of ridiculous things are happening to me! Seriously, people have to really understand us. Especially our superior! Lots of people choose to "HEAR NO EVIL, SEE NO EVIL" to reduce their workload as well as to avoid scolding. But i just cant, it's like acting against one's conscience. We could choose not to see, not to report, not to do anything. We could pretend we didnt know and that's it! SRSLY! AHHHHHHH! WTS!

I'm back to work!

I'm back to work after my 18 days of leave! The first few days i just couldn't adapt to it and was looking forward for my off days. LOL! After 18 days is like after 18 yrs for me! LOL! I've forgotten most of my job scopes even some small little things that i've been doing for the past few months . LOL! With the help of my colleagues, i'm back to my standard of care now. HAHAHAH!

Oh yes! This is kind of sudden! I was away for 18 days. However i was being nominated as the STAFF OF THE MONTH! hahahhaha! Never had i thought of it! I guess they compiled with my august compliments? I'M SO HAPPY! =PP At least my hard work was being recognized.


Award ceremony~ *Drum rolls*
Thank you everyone for ur kind support. I would like to thanks my parents, my family, my friends, my colleagues, my sisters, my ward and my hospital. W/o u guys, I would not have made it! And lastly, not forgetting, i would like to thanks ananas cafe, 7-11, bengawan solo & kopitiam for their iced coffee that keep me awake and energetic everyday! LOLOLOLOL!

Due to some confidentiality issues, i've blurred and deleted some of the contents! =))

Working on PH

Yes! It's really sad when u have to work on PH, friends of yours are enjoying and you are working! IKR! hahahahha! But sometime working on PH could be nice. It just feel like having a mini holiday with colleagues, ordering food as celebration at work.

This year, Hari Raya, National day falls on 8 & 9 august with a weekend behind. A LONG WEEKEND! I've been working though~ awww~ I MISSED THE FIREWORK ON NATIONAL DAY! Though company view for fireworks is good but I was so busy at around 8 plus that i couldnt stop my work. Oh well! That's life.

ANYWAY GOOD NEWS FOR NURSES! USS IS HAVING PROMOTION FOR NURSES!

Ohya! I've reached a weight that i've never had it before! FATTEST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! Diet plan started~ Jogging, skipping, fruit salad! Hopefully i can be determine enough! Lets aim! 48kg by December!  Yawns~ Nights!

Bonuses & What happen in JE!

1) Bonus
My first time receiving bonus in my entire 21 years of life! <3
Even though, it's not a huge sum or so. BUT IM VERY HAPPY! It's a bonus that based on performance, receiving it makes me think that i didn't work hard for nth! =P

However, i think human are greedy yea?! When we have this, we hope for more! When we have a dollar to buy a cone ice cream, we hope to have another dollar to buy sundaes ice cream. LOL!

Treating my family a simple meal! Tze Char! SUPERB NICE!

2) Jurong East

Anyway i realized something, ever since JEM (Jurong East Mall?) open, Jurong East is always flooded with people! Happened to be at Jurong East on a weekend! OMG! Shuttle bus to IMM queue was SO LONG that it's almost reach the front door of JCUBE! IS SO CROWDED EVERYWHERE! IMM, JCUBE & JEM! To avoid the queue for the shuttle bus to IMM, i took bus 52! =PP Paying a bit more, to get a seat, comfortably reached IMM. I think most Singaporean wont mind doing that. << TYPICAL Singaporean.

I'm sad

Today is a REAL BAD DAY! Maybe i really don't suit my job, maybe is really time for me to quit, maybe i really have this bad luck thing on me. MAYBE. MAYBE. MAYBE.

Sometime, i think people are being too much, are being too demanding. They expect people to understand what are they thinking of, and have high expectation on others. IT'S WAY RIDICULOUS. i admit that im at fault for not doing what i should have done. I apologized. I'm very sure that i'm going to get scolding from my superior soon. WHAT TO DO? I'M JUST NOBODY.

I'm sad. But things wont change. I gave up. IT'S USELESS.

I've no mood to go out with my colleagues. But it was a promise that i gave days before. SO we went out for Korean BBQ at Oriental Plaza at Chinatown there. We paid $28nett/pax. I gobble down lots of food, hoping to forget what happen during work. Trying to relieve my stress by eating. But it's unworkable.

 I laughed. I smile. I joke. But deep inside me. I'm crying silently.